Sad!Tony x Reader~ Because of You SONGFIC!

 
I will not make, the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

You walked slowly along the sidewalk, breathing in and out, the cold sweeping over. It was around the end of fall, the seasons were actually acting normal for once. It was an average temperature day, around 50 degrees farenheit.

You and Tony had broke out into an argument, and he told you to just leave, and come back when you were ready to apologize. The thing is, you weren't sure if he deserved an apology.

He left you alone at the fairgrounds, he deserted you. It made you angry, so you had yelled at him, and it led to a huge argument.

Your heart was slowly crumbling almost like paper. It's like Tony didn't even love you... But he did, he never expressed it though.

Your footsteps hit against the pavement, one foot at a time, it was like taking baby steps. You were nothing without Tony. He had ALWAYS protected you from everything. From the guys who flirted non-stop with you, the guys who had threatened you. Tony took care of it all, but he didn't know about the one guy. The one guy you never told him about.

That guy was out to get you, and you didn't know, and neither did Tony, because Tony never knew about him in the first place.

I will not break the way you did , you fell so hard... I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that farrrrr!

You rubbed the sides of your arms and shivered. It was getting dark, and colder. You had no place to stay that night... You were actually surprised that Tony didn't care, or didn't show up for you yet.

Wind swept by, blowing some (h\c) locks to the side of your face. The wind made you shiver even more, you felt like a homeless person right now.

"Why doesn't Tony love me?" you asked yourself, blinking slowly, on the verge of tears. You were weak, you were not strong, Tony made you weak, he made you helpless...

Your hoodie wasn't giving you enough heat, you shook your head slowly as you continued walking alone as the sun set beautifully without you.

Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk... Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt... Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, because of youuuu... I am afraid.

You trembled in fear, Tony wasn't showing up. He usually shows up! Why wasn't he showing up?!
Not only were you cold and afraid. You were starting to get hungry... You weren't turning back to apologize, he would learn from his mistakes... Tony would learn that he was the one doing the wrong thing and not you. You weren't going to suck up to him, you weren't giving in... Not this time.
"I miss him..." your voice cracked as a tear rolled down your cheek. Tear was replaced with tears in less than a second... You thought Tony loved you. Maybe he didn't, but you did. A lot...

You found a place to sit down. It was under a lightpost, the ones that line the streets. The ones that turn on when it gets dark...
When you sat down, the curb felt cold against your bum, creating another chill to run up and down your spine. The light shone brightly on you, humming sounds radiating from the light.

I lose my way, and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life... My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start withhhh...!

You could see the argument pop up in your head everytime you closed your eyes, you wanted to turn back and run, run fast... But you wanted to show Tony that you were stronger than that, you wanted to show him you could survive on your own without him. But on the inside, you just couldn't... You were afraid to be out on your own.

Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk... Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt... Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, because of youuuu, I am afraid...

You heard some footsteps, loud and heavy. You turned around slightly to see who was walking, and you automatically regretted looking back... It was that guy who was out for you. He was tall, smoke black hair, really dark brown eyes... His smile was wicked, stained yellow, he had a gun in his left pocket, and he did not look very happy.

"Hello, (Y\N)..." the man chuckled grimly.

You stumbled upon your words, trying to not upset the guy,
"H-hello, how a-are you? R-randy..." the guy's name was Randy, and he had been after you for a while.

"Don't try to play innocent with me... You know I've been out for you." Randy's voice was strict, it had a growl to it. He was pretty scary.

"I k-know..." your voice was silent, you knew you were going to die... You wish you could've just said goodbye to Tony before you left, and maybe an 'I love you'.

"Get up!" Randy yelled, which made you jump. You slowly stood up, feet away from him, not wanting to get too close. You saw Randy's hand move for the gun in his left pants pocket.

"Now, we can do this the easy way or the hard way (Y\N)..." Randy's voice was a little bit softer, due to his head being bowed so he could grab his gun.

You choked on tears, you weren't going to cry again. Randy would just shoot you. He was going to do it anyways, but you wanted to cherish life while it lasted.

You turned back around and started to run, Randy's head shooting up quickly, noticing you trying to flee. He ran after you,
"The hard way huh (L\N)?" he shouted at you, catching up to you pretty quick.

Your breath turned heavy, now stopping in your tracks, there was no point in running, he was going to shoot you from a far distance too. Randy knew how to get things done...
His arms wrapped around you tightly, as you tried to fight out of his grip.

I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep. I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain.

"Any last words?!" Randy's voice screamed in your face, as the gun was pulled up to your temple, choking on your words, you screamed to the top of your lungs,
"I LOVE YOU TONY!" this seemed to confuse Randy, but he struggled to pull the trigger so he could kill you already.

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TONY!" you screamed once again, your voice had to be lost by now, you could no longer speak, nor fight, you were too weak.

And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thingggg!

Randy pulled the trigger, the bullet shot into your head... Your body began to get numb, your vision started to blur, you felt only little bits and pieces of Randy dropping you on the curb and his footsteps fading away into the city...

You heard the siren from the ambulance, your head was throbbing painfully from the loud noises, and you flooded into unconsciousness. How were you not dead yet?!

***At the Hospital, Hours Later***

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk... Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt...

"(Y\N)!!!" a voice screamed. Tony.

"(Y\N)! Please! Don't leave me!!!" tears fell from his cheeks, Tony crying uncontrollably.

"Don't go! You can't do this to me! PLEASE!" Tony choked as you were still unconscious, you couldn't see or hear anything.

"I'm sorry! It was all my fault!" Tony shook his head as tears flooded quicker down his face.

Because of you, I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in... Because of you, I'm ashamed of my life, because it's empty!

Tony lifted his head up as he heard the beeping on the monitor get faster. He shook you, crying harder than before,

"(Y\N) PLEASE!!! I LOVE YOU!" his voice was high-pitched, Tony could hear the quick footsteps of the nurses and doctors, they were coming to take her away.

"(Y\N)... Please, I love you." Tony's voice was silent,

"P-p-please, (Y-Y-Y\N), d-don't g-go...!" his arms wrapped around your unconscious body tightly, tears wetting your shirt pretty quickly.

The beeping from the monitor wasn't faster now... It was the fastest, nothing could express Tony's feelings right now.
"NO! (Y\N), you can't go, please... PLEASE!" his voice cracked as the monitor was nothing but blank, (Y\N) was gone.

"no!" Tony whispered.

"Mr. Stark, you're going to have to leave the room..." the doctor said calmly, but Tony declined rudely,
"No! I'm staying here, she's not gone yet! She's not!!!"

"I'm sorry but (Y\N) is gone Mr. Stark, you're going to have to leave..."

"NO! I'M NOT LEAVING! I-I-I-I CAN'T!" Tony's throat started to tighten up as tears still ran down his face.

Some of the nurses began to grab Tony, and began to take him out of the room.
"NO! NO! NO!" Tony screamed loud, then louder, then loudest. The loudest voice screaming in the whole hospital.

"We're sorry Mr. Stark... We truely are..." one of the nurses said calmfully, as Tony squirmed in the other nurses' grips, trying to escape,

"I CANT LEAVE HER! IT'S NOT FAIR!!! (Y\N)!!!" Tony screamed, as the nurses continued to take him farther away from (Y\N)'s hospital room.

Because of you... I am afraid.

The nurses put Tony in a room so he could be by himself for a while.
Tony fell flat on his knees, feeling defeated. He could no longer scream, his voice was as quiet as a mouse squeaking.
"no... I-I-I lost her..."

Because of you.......

"I love you (Y\N)..." Tony curled up into a ball and cried silently, with the rest of his voice...

Later on, he passed out from crying too much... He shouldn't have fought with (Y\N)... He regrets it all...

**** Extended Ending! :*****

Tony had tried committing several amounts of times, but ended up failing because someone always ended up calling the police or hospital.
He just couldn't wait any longer to be with (Y\N)... He wanted to die, so he could be in heaven with (Y\N)...
Tony would murder whoever did this to his girl... He would.